better luck tomorrow

i'm sitting here staring at the computer screen wondering what i can say. its gloomy outside, i've got an evil week at work ahead (i'm working all the busy shifts during school holidays), i scared myself stupid watching gothika before i went to bed and got NO sleep, i'm hungry but can't be bothered making anything, i've got a ton of stuff to do for work but lacking the motivation (i'm not getting paid for it anyway and i dont' really HAVE to do it), i still need to get a few things for my trip but can't handle making any more decisions (and i can't be bothered moving), my lack of self control put someone else in an awkward situation, i'm considering going back to bed but i know i won't be able to get to sleep tonight if i do so i resign to sitting here feeling like shit until i have to go to work... things just aren't that chirpy today.