a step closer to reality

i'm not quite there yet. i still have absolutely nothing to do each day and am finding that its actually quite boring. today i drove to wetherill park just to visit my cousin at work for 20 mins and tell him i'm back. a phone call would have done it, but i decide to go for a 30 min drive instead... it may have even been more than that. i've decided that i will bite the bullet, swallow my pride, stab myself in the eyeball and go back to civic for a few shifts a week. all you civicans can say i told you so etc later but be aware, i'm armed! ok i'm not but i can hit really hard with my fists!! *warning glare*. i need money, i need it right now, i can do the job with my eyes closed, i can still look for another job anyway but at least i'll get some money for now, i'll get to see some of the customers i used to like (and date some of them too), i'll get to work with kate and mon again (the rest of you bastards left), and i wont have to pay to rent dvds (a scary prospect)...

does it sound like i'm trying to convince myself this is a good idea to anyone else as well???

on a more exciting note, i have a list of cheesecakes i would like to make and need to pick one. to make this decision i'm calling for help from the cheesecake queen (miss A) and her dear friends B and L as they will be consuming what A will let them get their hands on when we all have dinner (and we will... or no cheesecake!). the choices (note - i haven't made any of these before and am not sure if they will turn out)
* chocolate marble cheesecake (baked)
* oreo cheesecake (baked)
* new york cheesecake (baked)
* marsbar cheesecake (not baked)
* nestle cheesecake (made with condensed milk and a bit of lemon, not baked)

oh the cheesecake choices... what a dilemma