all dressed up but too lazy to go

well inga is on her way back to australia by now. after frantically packing everything she has accumulated over the past year in one night... they (jer, inga and jer's friend seb) threw her bags into the back of a cab and headed to quebec city where her plane leaves from. me?? i stood in the lounge room with a dumbfounded expression on my face as i thought she was leaving the next day. cue tears as i realise i might actually miss her - and the look on her face at the fact she was leaving was enough to make anyone cry. so we hugged, hugged again, tried not to cry and hugged again and then i did the only sensible thing a girl can do in my position... sat on the futon and ate half a tray of brownies in an empty apartment.

it is now 3pm the next day, i spent half the morning planning all these wonderful things i can do to cheer up, go to mt royal and take some photos, go to some lake thing thats near mt royal and take photos, go to a museum, go shopping for a new skirt... all these things sounded great so at 1pm i got up, had breakfast, had a shower, put make up on, did my hair, got dressed, changed, changed again, went through jer's clothes and stole a few things, was finally happy with my outfit, put my shoes on, found my gloves, stood in the middle of the lounge room and thought... i don't know how to get to the mt royal - maybe i should wait till jer can come with me, come to think of it i can't remember which metro stop it is for the shops either, do i really want to go anywhere (yes you lazy bum just go)... (no don't bother you should stay here)... hmmm... i picked up a cd - tossed it in the air and said britney side up i'm going.... (flip flip flip and lands britney side down), well thats that. within 30 seconds the 5 layers i had painstakingly put together for the last 40 mins were now on the floor.

ugh... i'll put bon jovi back on and see if i can work up the will to go out again. who in their right mind would take notice of britney spears anyway...